I want to thank you for sharing this analogy about using our cardboard wings and falling because of the law of sin. I have been a Christian since I was 12 years old I’ve been a worship leader God has gifted me with an incredible voice and I can sing and bring people to tears in worship. However I’ve always struggled with sexual sin and it grieves my spirit so much because I know it grieves God. When I was 21 years old I asked the Holy Spirit to leave me so that I could go and experiment with these sins because I didn’t want him to see what I was doing and I was ashamed. However that caused me to feel that I had blasphemed the Holy Spirit later on when I started feeling conviction and terror about my situation. I am now 65 years old a very young 65 and still have my energy youth figure and health. I am on a renewal journey with Jesus because I have just recently retired from teaching special education students for 28 years and they adored me. I want to find a way to almost naturally overcome sin without thinking about it anymore. I want to be so close to Jesus and love him so much that those sins will no longer plague me or their attraction and then, later, the conviction and sadness because of what I’ve done against God’s will.
We need to pray for each other constantly. we have all been promised that Yeshua will never leave us or forsake us and that one day we will stand before him in Heaven when this life is over and He will say “enter because of your belief in my son; because you are my friend and a believer.” I want to hear those words from Jesus and I know that I continue to struggle but somehow, some way, there has to be a mode or method for us to get rid of the habits. It’s one thing to fall once in awhile and struggle but it’s another thing to continually do the same things over and over again when you know they are wrong. And this is where the guilt and confusion and self condemnation comes in. Satan loves this because he can get us to believe that we are unreachable by God. But that is a lie. God never leaves us or forsakes US and I am so grateful for this topic because it’s helped to heal my mind again. Thank you in Jesus name, amen.

Hi Anna, stepping away from God for a time does not mean you were not saved. If you received Jesus into your life and were born again, He promises that He will never leave you or forsake you. Even in the moments when you were not praying or reading the Word, as long as you did not renounce Him, He was still with you. You can come back to Him at any moment, and He is always there for you.

Amen God bless you sir.
I keep trying everyday and crying everyday for God to save me from sin,I repent today tomorrow I bring shame and disgrace to God.
I pray he remembers me one day 😢🙏

Amen! Thanks for sharing this Shane, the Lord is faithful to help you walk out freedom as you come to know your identity in Christ even more. When you know the truth, the truth will set you free. Blessings.

Ask the elders of the church to get you healed and delivered. Sounds like demonic influence. Ask God to help you get rid of any object in the home that might be a culprit or a trigger or an idol outright. Ask God to soften your heart and not let it harden like those who died in the Sinai desert or like Pharaoh heart hardened because of being obstinate and disobeying God constantly. Fast and pray and ask for prayer from the brethren. You cannot do this on your own! May God rebuke the evil spirits with you and make them flee from you in Jesus name, EAmen!